Thursday, June 11, 2015

May Journalception!

I know it's been a really long time since I made a real entry and I'm getting to that, I promise. I fucking promise. Like, I have a document open with a post that I started. I just need to finish it. Before the week is out, you WILL have a real post from me. In the mean time, enjoy my May journal.


1. Who was kind to you today?
Chris bought me dinner.

2. Who is the last person you spoke with?
A customer at work. I talk to a lot of those every day.

3. What makes you feel alive?
Crying. It's not supposed to be emo or anything. But crying reminds you that you can still feel and that you care.

4. The store I frequent the most is _________________________.
Wal-Mart. Kwik Trip.

5. How did you relax today?
Sat with my back massager with heat to work out my cramps.

6. Describe your favorite pair of shoes you own now.
My black flats that are super comfy! I wear them practically every day.

7. What rule had the most impact on your day?
Trying to get my QA scores back up since I've been slacking due to stress.

8. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
Two pairs of flip flops, one pair of flats, one pair of dress shoes, one pair of sneakers, one pair of dress boots, one pair of snow boots.

9. Today I lost __________________.
Clutter? I cleaned my bedroom finally.

10. I really wish ___________ hadn’t been invented.
The Selfie vibrator sex toy thing. Because whyyyyyyyyy!?!

11. What’s the most expensive thing you own that you can carry?
My Kindle

12. How much money is in your wallet right now?
$5 and some change.

13. Why was today unique?
I'm meeting a new metamour! And it was great!

14. What did you leave undone today?
Housework, as per usual!

15. Today the weather was _________________________.
Sunny and warm, but there was a drizzle.

16. What was in your email today?
Junk mostly

17. What do you wish you had said today?
Nothing, actually. I was able to speak freely.

18. What was the biggest decision you made today?
To have compersion feels about Chris and April.

19. What are you waiting for?
For my consideration period to be over so I can officially have my status back.

20. What is the prevailing truth about your day?
That if I had the chance to change my choice for moving to Minnesota six years ago, I wouldn't.

21. What is the last thing you settled for?
I don't settle for anything.

22. Describe your day in a six word sentence.
I had no down time today.

23. What was the last thing that hurt you?
Physically? The flogger and the whip from last night.Man, am I bruised black and blue!

24. Did you use your time wisely today?
I'd say so? I cleaned most of the house, made dinner, and busted out a posted. Oh, and found over 100 new avatars for Elliquiy.

25. Did you have a dream last night? Describe it.
Yeah, but I can't remember it now...

26. Where do you wish you were?
Nowhere in particular. I'm right where I wanna be.

27. What music did you hear today?
All kinds of stuff. Chris's playlists, my playlists.

28. What did you have the most fun doing today?
Nothing. It was actually a very eventless day.

29. What do you love most about what you get to do every day?
Sleep in.

30. What hobbies do you have?
Writing, reading, sleeping, TV.


31. What was the lowest point of your day?
Knowing that I have to go home tomorrow.