That's pretty much what I did the moment that I got home from work (an hour early, mind you). Even though I've been going to bed earlier and sleeping until my alarm, I still feel totally and completely exhausted. Not too mention totally achy all over, and I don't just mean the general aches and pains of being at work. I've really gotta get to another doctor in August and talk to them about the possibility of my having fibromyalgia (since my primary doctor brushed it off and essentially told me that I'm fat and don't get out of the house enough). Well guess what, lady? I have a full time job now, I DO get out of the house, I have regular sleep hours, I eat right, and I'm more active than I was before. AND I DON'T FEEL ANY BETTER LIKE YOU SAID I WOULD.
86 days and counting, ladies and gents. 86 days until I return to the frozen tundra that I call home. Pretty excited. I should have several boxes of stuff from Florida waiting for me as well when I get there. Should is the key word here; I'm really hoping that Kristie pulls through on this one for me. She said that she's going to send me something this week; that was on Monday so whatever it is should be here this weekend or early next week.
Fuck... I'm so tired I'm having a hard time keeping concentration on this...
Uhm... What else has happened... Still no luck in finding a second job. At this rate I'm pretty sure it's not going to happen and I'm just going to make ends meet with what I have. Even though that means giving up things like my sub to WoW for a few months, chocolate, wine, and other goodies I like to indulge in.
Things with Chris... they're interesting to say the least. Some days, I don't even know what to make of him and it makes me very sad, but at the same time, happy. We've been chattering more often back and forth on Facebook lately. Yesterday I came home to a message from him to a link of a Zelda cosplay and what looked to be a diagram of how to do it. Zelda was going to be a huge part of our wedding and it had even been discussed having a dress made like hers for me (the one from Twilight Princess). We talked about League of Legends and about the new content in WoW (that I, sadly, don't get to experience). He's been reading my new writing project; he told me that it was pretty good and that he looked forward to reading more of it. For four years, I struggled to get those words out of him about any of my writing projects; to finally hear (or in this case, read) him say it made me a very happy panda. I just wish... yeah, not even going to finish the thought.
Started a forum RP/story board with mom; I'm really very excited about it. There are more details about it over in BIaP. Decided to put Catriona (character from Rose) in the forums to play her there as well.
Pretty sure that's it. Going to go crash. Or something.
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