Holy fuck waffles and cream, batman! I made it through the work week with the flu without calling in or going home early! And my gods, am I exhausted. But I made it!
That was the longest four work days ever. @_@ I was dead when I got home each day.
Why am I having such a hard time writing today? -shakes head- I just... am having a hard time getting the words from my head to here. I feel like I've been sharing so much lately and even though I have more to share, it just doesn't want to come out. Maybe it's because the last four days or so have really just been me being sick. There's not really much to being sick. I cough, I sneeze, I sniffle, I sleep. A lot. Much sleep has happened. And much more will come.
I started working in the kitchen at work this week (which, by the way, gave me the new job title Adventure Chef; that's even more lame that Adventure Guide). It is by far harder than working the counter. It is literally non-stop from the time I get there til the time I go home. Running all over the store, watching timers, checking stocks, etc. It's purely exhausting. But I only have to do it for a few months; I just keep telling myself that. However hopefully this will give me experience to maybe get into Kwik Trip or something when I move back home.
Speaking of, things seem to be falling into place with that. Laura and Rob will be selling me Rob's car so I'll have wheels. I spoke to Lance and he and I are straight about me coming back. He's going to keep the cats in the interim between Chris leaving and me coming. Chris told me that I'm welcome to anything he doesn't take to Detroit and will let me know sooner to the date what he will and will not be taking. All that's left is to just stay on the track I'm on now and keep saving and I'll be home and independent in no time!
Alright. So. You all are probably wondering what's going on with Nick, yah? Well, not much actually. Since I've been sick we haven't been talking much, due to all that sleep I've been having. He's been having more issues with Aislinn too, which I was doing my best to help him with. But the more unhappy he got, the more irritated that I got. I may have snapped on him but I tried to rectify it quickly. I think things are mended now and as soon as I'm better, things will go back to normal - RPing and playing The Secret World and so on.
However, a friend from my past has come into play. He and I have been on and off RP partners for three years now and things never really went past that. Chris didn't like him so I let his feelings reflect on my own and I never let him in or let him get to know me. Now that I'm a free woman, however, I have the opportunity to give him another chance and actually see what kind of person he is. He apparently recently became single too (seriously, what the fuck? I become single and everyone else does. I'm a trendsetter apparently.) and kinda sorta in a round about way last night started coming onto me. Not in a cheesy, sleazy way by any means; he was very sweet about it. He told me he would love to get to know me better and I told him that sounded like a great idea, but I was by no means making any promises for anything more than friendship. I don't do absolutes because that gives room for let down.
I'm not closing any doors regarding anyone, but I am keeping my screens closed, as a wise person put it to me.
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