So Stressed Out...

So, uh... 
Fuck my life.
A lot.
Completely.
Totally. 
100%.


After consulting with a lawyer today about my debt, I have been advised against bankruptcy. I have over $14,000. About $9000 of it is in student loans (I didn't realize I had that much) and those cannot be discharged by bankruptcy. Even if I was to start paying $100 a month towards my loans, they wouldn't be paid off for 7.5 years. I'll be almost 30 then. If C and I decide to have kids, it'll be around that time, and going back to school just won't be an option. 
The only way I'll be able to go back to school is if I wait until my 30's OR somehow come into $15,000 to pay off my debt in full. Or get the money to just outright pay for schooling (but I would rather just pay the debts off). 
Way to make my fucking life. Thanks, Ma, for fucking me over so goddamn hard.