Bitch, whine, complain, QQ

Mood: Really meh
Listening to: Enigma Radio on Pandora
Reading: Divine Secrets of the Ya Ya Sisterhood
Watching: -
Playing: -
Eating: -
Drinking: Water


So. Like the title implies, this is basically just a post to rant in. If you don't wanna hear it, get the fuck out. If you keep reading, I don't want any smart ass remarks or anything. 


So C and I met on World of Warcraft. I wasn't really an avid role-player at the time (I had been when I was younger, but then I drifted out of it) but he was. I really wanted to be again, so when I moved in with him, we developed new characters and would sometimes kinda maybe RP them. I think the total time that we played these two characters (role-play, that is) I could count on one hand. They were our mains for a very long time and I was very into our story and I thought that he was too, but he never really showed it.
So then we RP with another set of characters and one gets attached to another and they become involved. 
And then there's another set there are friends with benefits. 
And then our last pair are sisters.
Saidrym and Myrdias were RPed 5 times (at most). Ly and Khaen were RPed between 5 and 10 times. Aven and Vel were RPed twice. Lora and Mae probably have the most RP time together, but that's because we had another pair of people that we were involved with. 
Now, I am of the mindset that RP is just that - role-playing. It's not real, it's all fiction and make believe. So anything that happens during RP doesn't severely affect my real life (granted, there have been times I've become frustrated and what not because of something that happened in an RP session, but nothing big). 
My problem, however, lies with the fact that I have to beg, plead, bribe, and persuade by any means to get C to RP with me. I could take a binky from a fussy baby easier than getting him to RP with me. But as soon as someone else wants to RP, he's all for it, especially the one that is connected to his Mae. 
So recently, since we quit playing WoW, I've really wanted to find a way to get back into RP. So a friend of mine suggested we do a forum RP and asked me to invite my friends. Naturally, I ask C if he wants to come. He says that he's not sure and he doesn't know. So I get to asking friends from WoW, including the aforementioned girl. As soon as I mention to him that she's interested in it, his interests perks threefold. Then yesterday when they were talking on battle.net chat and she told him that she was for sure gonna do it (once we have the site up and running), he told me he was totally game for it. And he's even went and joined some RP forum website thing just so that he can talk and RP with her.
WHY WON'T HE EVEN PUT FORTH A LITTLE EFFORT FOR ME!?! 
I feel so neglected because of this. =/ 
That's all, I suppose.