Fucking Christ... I hate being told that I'm in the wrong when I get pissed off at stuff that a certain someone has got pissed about before.
It's OK to get mad because it's your sister, but the minute I get mad, I'm wrong and need to chill out.
No, that's not how that shit fucking works.
And I'm raging out because I saw an IM on C's Facebook the other day from that girl from previous posts, R, saying that she missed him and loved him on his birthday, and then she asked if we were back together. He hadn't responded to her, but tonight as I was trying to work on a new story (just a side thing from one of the D&D campaign I'm in), I glanced up to watch C (he's been playing Aion so I'm trying to watch and see how it is) and there's an IM from her on FB again, and he's responded to her question, and she wrote back to him, but since I'm about five feet away and can't read the tiny text of a Facebook IM, I couldn't see what it was... And it is honestly driving me bat-shit bonkers. I'm not trying to be a spy, I just wanna fucking know what he said to her, since he kinda cheated on me with her before...
Yes, I am very ragey tonight. I'm having some pretty bad bursty PMS mood-swings this week. This rant was supposed to help me get it all out and make me feel better, but it really didn't... Fuck my life so hard some days...
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