No juice in the batteries

Mood: Too tired to care about anything
Listening to: The many fans surrounding me
Reading: Dragonriders of Pern
Watching: The backs of my eyelids soon
Playing: -
Eating: Mint chocolate chip cookies
Drinking: Milk


Another restless night. Another exhausting day. I don't know what's doing this, but my ability to sleep through the night has been revoked, and in its place a slew of strange dreams. It's been going on for quite some time now; the heat of the past few days has just worsened it. Driving this morning was a feat of strength... Mental strength, that is. I had to literally put all of my focus into staying awake and in my lane. I'm going to try to start doing a few things to see if it'll help me to fall asleep (chamomile tea, hot milk and honey, going to sleep when I'm tired instead of pushing for midnight, etc) and if nothing else, go make my bed out in the mudroom (kinda like a porch/sun-room) on the futon and see if having my own sleeping spot will help at all. Not that I *want* to go out there or anything, but I can't keep going on like this.


Speaking of the heat, it reached 102 degrees yesterday. Seriously? The first week of June and it's 102 degrees. Absofuckinglutely ridiculous. Especially when there's no AC. It was so hot, the fans that were blowing on me felt like they were blowing hot air. It was so hot that when I made lunch, the jar of pasta sauce that I set on the counter was warmed by the time the pasta was done cooking. It was fucking hot. Hopefully though... temperatures are supposed to drop the rest of the week and no more of this stupid Tartarus on Earth bullshit. 


No seriously... I'm exhausted. It's kinda cool this morning too, so hopefully I'll actually be able to nap, unlike the past few days. -sigh- Unless, of course, C calls and says to come pick him up from work early because of his knee. I could throttle him some days... Oh, and not only am I not sleeping well, but when I do actually sleep, I am plagued with the strangest of dreams. Like... I can't remember them once I wake up; all I remember is that they were really fucking weird. Like last night... I dreamed about the Titanic, except it was modern day. Except I knew that the ship was going to go down before I even stepped foot on it, and no one would believe me. And then they said it was too heavy, so they started throwing baggage and passengers of 3rd class off. Yes, off, like right in the ocean, like man overboard off. Really. Freaking. Weird.


Anywho, that's all for me, for now at least. Going to dreamland, this time hopefully without Titanic.