September Journalception!

1. What decision do you wish you didn’t have to make?
I honestly don't know. The decision to make myself go to bed early I guess.

2. What are you questioning?
Nothing, really.

3. What was the most recent thing you learned?
That my neuropathy in my leg may be tied to my fibro.

4. Where would you like to go?
Bed.

5. The last doctor’s appointment you made was because ___________.
of my pain, which led to getting my fibro diagnosis.

6. Name 3 things you should have done today.
Play D&D. Eat delicious food. Enjoy my birthday!

7. What is the last thing you felt guilty about?
Uhhhh... I honestly can't say because I don't know.

8. My life would be easier if __________________.
I didn't have to deal with fibro.

9. Does anyone owe you money?
Yeah, Lance and Heather, for rent and bills.

10. When is the last time you intentionally ‘wasted’ a day?
I don't often waste days. It appears that I do, but I'm either resting because of my fibro, or I'm enjoying my time doing nothing.

11. What is your favorite gadget?
My Kindle.

12. The computer I use the most is _______________________.
It's a toss up. I use all three of my computers about equal.

13. How did you spend your free time today?
Shopping in Mankato.

14. Were you stressed today? Why?

I'm stressed everyday. It's just become part of my personality.

15. What was the last thing you said to another person?
Love you, good night.

16. Who threw the last party you went to?
Uhh... I don't go to parties.

17. What went perfectly about your day?
So far, nothing.

18. How old do you feel?
A lot older than I should. =/

19. OMG! __________________.
It's Friday!

20. What pressure did you feel today?
None. It's Saturday and I didn't have any obligations.

21. The last gift I’ve received was ________________.
Shoes and a nightgown from mom.

22. If you could change today would you?
Yeah. I wouldn't have woke up so early.

23. I believe ___________________.
in me.

24. What do you wish you could have skipped today?
Work

25. Were you in control of your day?
For the most part

26. What made today worthwhile?
Knowing that Chris got his promotion

27. Were you a good listener today?
I'm always a good listener.

28. I never ______________________.
cheated on a significant other.

29. Have you broken the law? How so?
Sure. I speed, I don't wear my seatbelt, I've ran stop signs before, drank and smoked underage.

30. Were you bored today?
I have moments of boredom most days.

And for a real post this time!

It's been three months, I know! I've been updating with you guys with my Journalceptions but I haven't really made any big posts about anything, keep for Vanquisher. 

Let's see here.. I did make it out to Detroit to pick up Chris and Winry (baby cat). On my way there, I stopped to see Sam and crash at her place. We stayed up half the night reminiscing about our wild days (wow, I'm getting old). >< It was fantastic seeing her; I really wish that she lived closer. But I made it there and we made it home in one piece. It was nerve wracking as fuck, driving while pulling his car behind us. Oh man, I was terrified. And we had to drive over SO MANY DAMN BRIDGES! 

And then we moved into our new house. I'll try to get the place cleaned up and post some before and after pictures at some point. We only have two rooms painted (bathroom and living room) but the bedroom and kitchen will come along whenever everyone has a free weekend. There are some things about the house that drive me crazy, like the fact that the hot water pressure upstairs is awful and takes FOREVER to fill the tub. Literally 20 minutes. By that time, my interest is gone. And when I shower, it's a constant compromise. I can have a hot shower OR I can have water pressure; I don't get both. Our living room is a bit small (though that might be because we have a monster couch). The stairs suck for me because obvious reasons. But otherwise, it's not too bad. Heather moved in with us today, though she'll be staying with Zach til she can get a bed.

I quit my job at Marketlink this week. It felt glorious. It was amazing, really. I played Final Countdown all day before I emailed my resignation. I am SO fucking glad to be gone from the hellhole. I, obviously, have a new job as well. I start next week with another, better work from home company; they provide customer service and tech support for various clients. I'll be working for Hallmark. I'm pretty excited for it. I have to work every weekend in December and one weekend each in October and November, but other than that, Monday through Friday. I can be schedule anytime between 11 AM and 7 PM. So it's a pretty awesome schedule. They're even sending me my own computer so I don't have to use my personal one! How awesome is that!?

I finally got a referral to a pain management doctor, that I'm going to see next week in Mankato. Now, granted it's not for my fibromyalgia, it's for the nerve issue in my leg. But I'm fairly certain that once they look over my paperwork and records and examine me they'll determine that I have fibro. Which is great, because hopefully that'll mean I can start getting some kind of treatment. One of mom's friends sent her an article he ran across recently in his research about how gastric bypass surgery can reduce fibro symptoms by up to 90%. Once I've been seeing this doctor a while, I'm going to bring it up. Losing weight is incredibly hard for me and this will help get over that huge hump. 

I have writing partners! Five of them! It's really amazing and I'm having a really good time with them. I found them all on Elliquiy. It's an adult roleplaying forum that has pretty much anything you're looking for. Currently, I'm running one WoW story, one modern supernatural story, and three fantasy stories. Aaaaannnnndddd.... Chris and I have started working on a new world for us to play Saidrym and Draekyn in. Yay! I'm so stoked about that. I'm having a commission done of them and as soon as I have it, I'll post it here. 

Oh, and I'm turning 25 next weekend!

I'm pretty sure that's it for now. So much has happened in the last few months. This year is looking up to be a good one, IMO.

August Journalception!

1. What did you have for lunch today?
Nothing. Lost my keys so I can't go buy groceries and my cabinets are pretty well empty.

2. What did you let go of?
Apparently my keys, since it's day three of them being MIA.

3. What is the one thing you want to accomplish tomorrow?
Clean the house.

4. What was the last gift you gave?
Chris' birthday present – a full set of Earthen Dragon Balls.

5. The last time I exercised ____________________.
Hah! I went walking with Chris a couple weeks ago. And painting rooms and moving is a work out. So a few times of the last few weeks.

6. What did you create today?
Mac and cheese! And I started working on an application while learned C#.

7. What memories did you think about today?
Hrm... I'm not sure that I did. It was a bad pain day and I was just focusing on getting through that.

8. What is the last risk you took?
Taking a new job.

9. What made you compromise?
Lol... drinking the last pop with Chris. And going home but only if he drove.

10. Who do you look up to?
Jeanette mom.

11. On a scale of 1-10 my day was a __________.
3. I caught a cold or something over the weekend so I've spend the day sleeping with a fever.

12. What did the last text message you received say?
I honestly think it was a text to myself that the cats accidentally sent.

13. Do you owe anyone money?
Oh yes. Tons. Somewhere in the ten thousand range.

14. What is your own favorite physical feature?
Eyes or lips.

15. What was the worst thing you ate today?
So far I've only had banana muffins and those weren't too bad!

16. I hope no one was looking when I _______________.

Totally snuck some of the mixed drinks before pouring them. Quality control! Had to make sure that they tasted OK!

17. How many miles did you drive/ride today?
Two, up to the store and home.

18. Who was the first person you saw today?
Chris, same person I see every day when I wake up.

19. What’s your biggest phobia?

A toss up between water/drowning and being alone/

20. What was your first full thought this morning?

“I still feel like shit. When is this flare going to end...”

21. How full is your fridge?

Not very >< It's kinda that time of the month when funds are scarce.

22. What was the last healthy thing you did for yourself?

Took vitamins?

23. What did you have to wait for today?

Dinner? Cookies to finish baking?

24. What did you win?

Uhhhh... Someone else paid for me to do my laundry?

25. Who had the biggest influence on your day?

My fight with Christopher as soon as I woke up this morning. Really put me in a pisser.

26. What can you learn from today?

That when I'm hungry, even the most mediocre things taste good.

27. What was the highest point of your day today?

Knowing that today, I quit my shithole of a job.

28. Did you pay it forward?

I can hardly pay it, let alone pay it forward.

29. What would you like to learn more about?

A lot of things, actually. Photography mainly. If I was more science-minded, I'd say forensics but most of that is so hard for me to grasp since I am not for science.

30. What new TV show do you refuse to watch?

Anything Jersey Shore/Kardashianesque.

31. How much is a gallon of milk?
4.50, give or take depending on where/when you buy it.

Ideabox Entertainment and Vanquisher!

This is the game that Chris, my boyfriend, is working on developing! Everyone please, please go give this page a Like and Follow and spread the word to all your friends! We need to get the word out on this so that when we start up the Kickstarter, we'll have lots of support! A million thanks in advanced!  

Ideabox Facebook Page

Ideabox Entertainment is proud to announce its debut gaming title: Vanquisher.

Vanquisher is set to be Digital Trading Card Game that combines strategic and tactical positioning and play choices with flowing TCG mechanics. Players will clash in 1v1 bouts that pit their deck building, play choices and wit against each other to determine a victor. Command units, summon equipment and possessions, sling magic, conjure enchantments and auras, call the aid of powerful champions and utilize their skills; whatever it takes to achieve victory on the war torn worlds of the Vanquisher universe.

As a Vanquisher you will choose to align yourself with one, or more, of the five elemental forces: Void, Fire, Air, Water and Earth. All while supplementing your force with Neutral aligned powers that any Vanquisher could choose to unleash. Each element will give you a substantial pool of cards that span all card types to build your deck, supplemented by as many or as few neutral cards as you choose. Will you be a purist and obliterate your enemies through the will of your favorite element? Or will you be a savant who combines the strengths of multiple elements to create your own unique blend of destruction. In Vanquisher, the choice is yours.

July Journalception!

It's a day early this month, but that's just because I could answer the last question a day early!

1. Were you alone today?
Nope

2. Who was the last person you saw today?
Chris

3. What do you need to let go of?
A lot of things... =/ It's an issue for me.

4. What movie are you looking forward to?
Malificent

5. I just can’t ____________________.
I can't stop moving. Must keep going to get this house in order.

6. Who did you text today?
No one.

7. Have you played the lottery?
Yup.

8. A funny thing happened on the way to _____________________.
Fireworks on Saturday night.

9. Name one thing you should toss right now, but just can’t.
I don't really think I'm hanging on to anything like that. When we moved at the end of June, I tossed a bunch of stuff that I didn't need or shouldn't be keeping any more.

10. What recently happened that made you proud of yourself?
Driving to and from Detroit without having an anxiety attack? I would say moving without having a nervous breakdown but I totally failed that.

11. Who did you see the most today?
Chris

12. Who inspires you?
My mom (Jeanette).

13. How much is gasoline per gallon?
3.60

14. What was your horoscope today? Was it accurate?
Honestly, I haven't been reading my horoscope lately, but the last time I did it was frequently accurate.

15. What are you most afraid of?
Being alone. Or drowning.

16. What’s the biggest thing you have going on?
Potentially losing my job >.<

17. What did you accomplish today?
Making a sale.

18. Did you act your age today?
I think so.

19. How busy was your day today?
Very! Work first thing in the morning, then getting ready to spend the evening in Mankato!

20. What was the hurry?
Not much of a hurry yesterday. Just kinda took it slow and recovered from date night the night before.

21. What is your address?
A yellow house in Blue Earth.

22. What do you wish there was less of in the world?
Stupid people.

23. What is stopping you?
Me.

24. What were your chores today?
Same as usual. Make dinner, do dishes, tend to furbabies.

25. What was the last thing that made you laugh out loud?
Something on Last Man Standing last night.

26. Who did you eat dinner with?
Chris and mom.

27. How did you make a difference in the world today?
I don't think I did... ._.

28. What is one thing you take with you everywhere?
My smile.

29. The last gift I’ve given was ________________.
The gift of mats to make pina coladas this weekend?

30. What motivated you today?
An epiphany about my novel motivated me to put more thought into the plot! The hard part is getting it out of my head onto paper.

31. Who is your craziest friend?
Hrm... Probably Samantha.